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"The Cross of Same-Sex Attraction is by far the heaviest Cross I carry.
It is also, by far, the most beautiful one."
- Avera Maria Santo

My Girls & My SSA

I can't believe that I haven't talked about this on the blog yet, but it's definitely something that I want to talk about. Earlier this...

Where Are You?

I've been feeling bad lately. Very bad. Worse than I've felt in a long time. And when I'm faced with any sort of confrontation, the first...

Can I Still Love Who I Want to Love?

Last night was by far one of the hardest nights I've ever experienced in my life. I experienced this intense spiritual desolation, where...

To FOCUS Missionaries with Students with SSA

I love FOCUS. I really do. The university I went to my freshman year had a team of FOCUS Missionaries, and I grew to love them all. I...

My "Coming Out" Story

Some of you know that I have been debating whether or not I should post this story. I’ve decided that I need to, not for myself, but for...

Did Pornography Cause My SSA?

Let me throw a few disclaimers out there before I even get started with this topic. First, I do not believe that pornography is the sole...

I'm on the struggle bus

Disclaimer: I’m about to get really real. These past weeks have not been easy as I am transitioning into college life which is completely...

My Unfulfilled Desires

I have a lot of friends who have recently gotten engaged or recently gotten married. Believe me, I am happy for each and every one of...

What If I Said Yes to God?

There's a lot going on right now in my life. My home could be ravaged by Hurricane Irma, with another tropical storm tailing close...

I'm A Leper In Long Sleeves

I've been forming relationships with a few of my blog viewers over the past couple of weeks. You wonderful people honestly have no idea...