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"The Cross of Same-Sex Attraction is by far the heaviest Cross I carry.
It is also, by far, the most beautiful one."
- Avera Maria Santo

My Unfulfilled Desires

I have a lot of friends who have recently gotten engaged or recently gotten married. Believe me, I am happy for each and every one of...

What If I Said Yes to God?

There's a lot going on right now in my life. My home could be ravaged by Hurricane Irma, with another tropical storm tailing close...

I'm A Leper In Long Sleeves

I've been forming relationships with a few of my blog viewers over the past couple of weeks. You wonderful people honestly have no idea...

"So You Have SSA - Does That Make You Afraid of Men?"

Sexual intimacy, or just intimacy in general, encompasses a lot of different things. How the other person makes us feel, our relationship...

I'm Not Gay | A Review of "Building A Bridge" by Fr. James Martin, SJ

So many of you guys requested that I give my thoughts on Fr. James Martin, SJ's book Building a Bridge, and I finally got my hands on a...

Explaining My SSA

First of all, Happy Feast Day of the Assumption of the Blessed Virgin Mary! I was so overwhelmed by the positive response that I received...

There Is Beauty In This Cross

I am a sucker for beauty... And I would like to think I'm pretty darn good at recognizing it, so why didn't I see the beauty in my SSA?...

An Open Letter to My Future Husband

Dear Future Husband, I've heard these beautiful stories of these amazing women writing letters to the men they marry later in life. I...

Peace, Be Still, & Know that I Am God

So. I think I have some explaining to do. I haven't posted on here in almost a week and a half, and I sincerely apologize for that. But...

It's Ok to Not Always Be Ok

I think in order to better carry this cross you have to know that the heaviness of this cross will probably vary depending on the day. I...