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"The Cross of Same-Sex Attraction is by far the heaviest Cross I carry.
It is also, by far, the most beautiful one."
- Avera Maria Santo

Leprosy of Honesty

I do not take for granted any of the support that you all give me on this blog, and on my social media platforms. I love receiving your...

Desire Quenches Desire

As many of you know, I've been reading Daniel Mattson's book Why I Don't Call Myself Gay. It's blowing my expectations out of the water...

My Vocation is Love

All I could think about was curling up in bed with her and watching The Office on Netflix. I wanted to be close to her; not just close...

Chastity Ruined My Life

I feel like I heard whispers about the Catholic Church's teachings on homosexuality back in high school. I say that because I don't...

Avera At SEEK 2019??

Last week, a friend of mine shared a tweet saying that I should give one of the Impact Talks at SEEK 2019. I thought it was pretty funny,...

What the Catechism Means by Intrinsically Disordered

One of the first things I did when I was in high school trying to figure out what I was going to do about my same-sex attractions was...

IMHOH 2018 Manifesto

I the middle of May of 2018, I started a blog just to give myself a platform to write about my life with same-sex attractions. I hated...

Would You Get to Know Me, Fr. James Martin?

Time and time again, Fr. James Martin, you've been very critical of the clergy and Church members not being willing to get to know and...

Same-Sex Attractions and the Divine Indwelling

My Uncle always has these amazing games to play with family every year during the holidays. I look forward to playing these games every...

Experience Me Ch. 1

I have already received so much support from you guys about my book, and it's not even out yet!! I am so excited for you guys to download...