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"The Cross of Same-Sex Attraction is by far the heaviest Cross I carry.
It is also, by far, the most beautiful one."
- Avera Maria Santo

Heart Speaks to Heart

"Heart Speaks to Heart" was the name of the retreat that I went on a couple weekends ago. I got to spend a lot of time in silent prayer,...

Me, Too | Sexual Abuse & SSA

WARNING: I talk about sexual assault in this piece. Please view at your own discretion. I feel like a lot of girls in my position know...

You're Hurting Me, Fr. James Martin

Please, Fr. James, know that this is not me attacking you. I just want to be open, and share my story and my heart with you. I wanted to...

My Girls & My SSA

I can't believe that I haven't talked about this on the blog yet, but it's definitely something that I want to talk about. Earlier this...

To FOCUS Missionaries with Students with SSA

I love FOCUS. I really do. The university I went to my freshman year had a team of FOCUS Missionaries, and I grew to love them all. I...

My "Coming Out" Story

Some of you know that I have been debating whether or not I should post this story. I’ve decided that I need to, not for myself, but for...

Did Pornography Cause My SSA?

Let me throw a few disclaimers out there before I even get started with this topic. First, I do not believe that pornography is the sole...

My Unfulfilled Desires

I have a lot of friends who have recently gotten engaged or recently gotten married. Believe me, I am happy for each and every one of...

What If I Said Yes to God?

There's a lot going on right now in my life. My home could be ravaged by Hurricane Irma, with another tropical storm tailing close...

I'm A Leper In Long Sleeves

I've been forming relationships with a few of my blog viewers over the past couple of weeks. You wonderful people honestly have no idea...